*Hey* =))

Alright so today is an easy day at school.. we had an assembly and then our Business class had a Bpa meeting and now im sitting here in class!

-Anywho-

Today after school I have to go up to work and get my paycheck =)) Then im going to pick up Kaidence.. we're going home and around like 5:30 or so im going in town to spend time with my wonderful boyfriend! We don't know what we're doing yet.. might go to the dance or maybe just hang out! Who knows right now.. as long as i get to see him then im Happy!  Probably have to be home at like 11 then ill spend time with Kaidence and head to bed!

Thursday- ThAnKsGiViNg! =)).. Ash is coming home again in the morning.. then im suppose to be going with Ben to his familys Thanksgiving then he'll  hopefully come back to my house with me!

Friday- Just going to hang out around the house with Ash and the family.. then around 7 I have to go to meet up with Ben, Nic, and Kara and we're suppose to go to Philly and eat then go back to his house and watch a movie.. then ill just head home after that!

Saturday- Get up and spend time with Kaidence.. then unfortuantly I have to work from 3-8.. which sucks but gotta do it! When I get off ill head home again!

Sunday- Suppose to go to Waynes from 10-5.. but not sure yet.. suppose to be getting hired but like i said i dont know right now! If i dont have to do that then ill hopefully get to see Ben!

Monday- last day off of school.. not sure what ill be doing.. Hopefully ill get to spend more time with Benjamin! =))

Benjamin; Babe I Love You More Than I Could Ever Possibly Explain. I Can't Wait To Spend Forever With You. We're Going To Have Such An Amazing Future Together.. It's Going To Be You, Me, And Our Amazing Little Girl =)) Doesnt That Sound So Perfect? Does To Me! Like Ive Said Before, No One In This World Could Ever Compare To What You Are. You Are The Most Amazing Person.. I Wouldnt Trade This Past Year For The World..  Its Been The Best Year Of My Entire Life !

I Love You Gorgous! =))

    Love is when        u miss him 
  even before he leaves when you 
 could listen to him talk all night and
 never get tired of hearing his voice 
   when the sound of his name 
   sends chills down your spine 
    and you see his smile 
   the second you 
       close your 
        eyes

I Love You Benjamin.. Today And Forever! =))

-Cya- .:.Al.:.

*Hey*

*Yesterday- went to my gmas after school until about 4 and spent time with Kaidence.. then I went to meet Ben in Roscoe so i could see him for a few before i went to work.. left around like 4:45.. Ben came up to see me =)) Made being at work a lot better! Anyways .. got off at 8 and then just went home.. called ben at like 9:15 and talked for like a minute then i went to bed! =))

Today is going to be just another one of those boring days at school.. after school i have to go to my grandmas to go pick up Kaidence then we're just going home!  Im hoping Ben can come out to my house tonight so i can see him! =)

Benjamin; Babe I Love You So Much.. More Than Any Words Could Ever Possibly Explain.. Im So Glad That We're Doing Great, And I Know We Can Continue To Be Like This!  You Are My Dream Come True =)) 

 I Love You Gorgeous!  

Because Of You

*Hey Everyone*

*Friday; went to work from 4-8 and then when i got off work i went and got ben and we rented a movie, went to his house =))*

*Saturday; had to work from 10-3.. after work i went home and talked to my sister.. her and  a couple of her friends came home from cleveland for the weekend.. anyways then i got ready. Around 5:30 i picked up ben and we went and met my family at the Yucatan to eat.. after we ate we went to the Mistrel show.. it was pretty good! Ended up getting done there at like 10:45 then went and took ben home.. sat there and talked for a few then headed home.. when i got home i spent some time with Kaidence until she was ready to go to bed =)*

*Sunday; got up and called my wonderful boyfriend =) Then spent time with Kaidence.. me, ben, and my sister and her friends all went to zanesville arouns 2:30.. ended up leaving there at like 5 or so im not to sure.. then just headed home.. ashley left so after that i just spent more time with kaidence.. talked to ben at like 9:15 for a few minutes and then just headed to bed!*

*Have to work today at 5.. so after school im going to my grandmas to see Kaidence for a little bit then going to see Ben.. get off work at 8 then im just going home.. =))*

*Well im going to go for now so ill update later on sometime*

*Benjamin L. Shaw- My Lovely Boyfriend And My Future Husband =)) What Can I Say? You Are Absolutely Wonderful.. You Always Know How To Put A Smile On My Face.. And You Always Make Sure That I Know How Much You Care And I Love That.. There Is NO ONE In This World That I Would Rather Be With Or That Could Even Compare To What You Are.. I Love You Gorgeous And I Will For The Rest Of My Life =))

*Hey*

*Alright so my day started off by me being late to school and getting a half day absence.. that would be for the second time this week! Whoops =))

-Anywho-

Ben and I are getting along great now.. Thank goodness.. =))

Benjamin- Babe I Love You So Much.. You amaze me in every way possible! I dont know what i would do if i didnt have you in my life.. i do know that i wouldnt be able to handle it...What we have is so special and i dont think anyone could understand it! I mean yeah of  course we have our ups and downs, as im sure everyone does.. but look at us.. we've made it through all the bad times and stuck together.. its just simply wonderful! Its almost been a year and were still going strong and I know that it will continue to be like that! Just remember that we're not letting anything or anyone get in between us.. we can make it on our own just fine =)) I Love You So Much Gorgeous  You are my life Benjamin L. Shaw! Please don't ever forget that! I Love You Today and for the rest of my life! =)

A little jealousy in a relationship is healthy. It's always nice to know that someone's afraid to lose you.

And I don't care what they say about me.BECAUSE I REALiZED ;they dont know shit.

Don't call me obssessed when I'm only scared of losing the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Well i have to get off here because im in business and were suppose to be decorating our lab right now so ill update when i can! Cya!

I LOVE YOU BENJAMIN! =))  (-- The Love Of My Life!            -Allison J.-

Because Of YOU!

-Hey- Alright so im already in a pissed off mood and its only 9:30 in the morning..

Im tired of peoples shit.. some girls out there need to grow the fuck up and stop whorin' around  

ENOUGH SAID!

I don’t miss him; I miss who I thought he was. 
I miss the way things used to be.

 And I'll sit here and take it all in. Is there anything else you wanted to tell me because my heart is all yours. Go ahead; shatter it.

he doesn't even realize the little things he does  that breaks my heart

-Allison J.-